broken smile

I'm down please cheer me up !
I've a lot of  faking smile,
cause I just crying every night for someone don't care even a while .

Having Fun !

I've got my mid term test , it was so difficult and drive me crazy .
and last friday my mid term test (finally) finished !
I'm fighting 2 weeks with number , mathematics and physics, grrwrwrrw
then my bestfriends ask me to going out ! yeay ! we went to Inul Vista Family Karaoke .
there, we're singing , dancing , and become so wild (oh , this is actually me, haha) .
I really throw away all my stress there , haha
They are Sita , Linda , Septhy , Prima , Dilla 

sita , linda , anin , septhy , prima

linda , anin , sita , septhy , prima

linda , me , sita

sita , anin

anin , linda

after than we got our dinner at paragon city mall , we eat Hoka - Hoka bento , yummy but cheap :D
and like always we take a lot of  photo there like crazy , haha

up : septhy linda prima

down : me , sita

me , dilla , linda

we meet our komtina there ! surprise !! they are defany and nadhila

defany , nadhila , linda , anin , prima m sita , septhy

I'm going home so lateee and tired cause little bit traffic jam and I'm driving my car alone . but I feel so satisfied and happy , thanks best !

i feel that I'm the luckiest girl in this world have you all as my best friends *smooch

Best Friends For Me

to all my best friend in my heart :


Best Friends for me . They always there when I have my big smile and my swift cry .


when I'm going out with my best friend they'll feel free if my boyfriend join us , boyfriend ? the opposite !


when I'm cry cause I lose my boyfriend than my best friends said "don't worry , there's so many boys better than him wait for you dear" but If I've fighting with my best friends than my boyfriend said "don't be their friend anymore ! they're not good for you! leave them" , cruel.


that's why for me best friends are more important than boyfriend , so what do you think ?

I'd Lie

I'd lie..

when I told you that I just wanna keep my heart safe not break easily as usual (cause of you) , I'd Lie ! cause the truth is I want you to change to be a better person and my lie make you leave , you leave me !

I'd lie..

when everyone ask about us , I just can't realize what happened between us . actually I won't realize :(

I'd lie..

when mama talk about you everyday and I cried , cause so many lie I've told to her .

I'd lie..

when I say "leave !" cause baby all I want is you

and this is my last lie when I say , I'm fine .

Practicums and Reports

Finally I'm writing here again ! fill my new post in my blog !
this semester stealing a lot of my time . I have 7 practicums and reports beside all my lesson .
too many task I've done . task from lecturer and from laboratory .it's steal my sleep time too :(
honestly I'm really tired but I've to struggling !! I've finished two practicums and five yet :(:(
oh you have to know that my reports must be written by hand writing not with computer . That's why I have no time and sometimes I wish I can remove my hands from my body , haha . crazy .
I'm little bit stress out about this situasion but I really happy have my mommy , who always recharge my stress with happiness and my family too ! thank you so mucho :D
this is a few phoyo of my room (very unneat cause I have a little time to tidy it , haha) full of my stuff of reports !

 P.S. : i will share some photos about me and my mom , see you next post

Second Year Anniversary

hay there , some one that I really love. Happy Second Year Anniversary . Too many wishes for our relationship but one that I really want is we belong together ever and after .
I live in fairytale with you , and with you forever . amin
Those are Taylor Swift's card and they are more than enough to describe my feeling for you .
I love you so much , Rachmat Fadhil :')

P.S : I miss you like crazy , hope we can celebrate this day together :'(

Their escapade to Semarang

This post is too late cause Its happened on 15th February 2011 .

15th February 2011 is red date , haha . I mean it was one day HOLIDAY ! then my friends Dwirahmi Labbaika (Ami) and Arindah Arimoerti (Rinbe) came from Jogjakarta to Semarang -my hometown- . They visited my house and we surrounding Semarag . We went to Kota Lama , past through Lawang Sewu , Simpang Lima , then having lunch in Dapur Keju . It was so fun ! short time but a lot of memories .

Here memories in Kota Lama , we took some photos :

anin , ami , rinbe

ami

rinbe

 rinbe and anin

rinbe

ami

anin

and some photos in Dapur Keju :

rinbe , anin , ami

soufel and cappucino

lasagna , iced tea , macaroni schuttel

rinbe and ami

I miss you

I'm weak and fragile since you go . It hurts me to know , how I sometimes can be little selfish with you . I'm getting sentimental over you , for god sake I never want , please tell me how to survive ?

I miss you every moment of the day ,I keep me awake just wait for your news , I keep empty just for you to fill.
My mornings miss you , My evenings seeks you . Where were you all these times ? You weren't here to wipe my tears :'(

Even seconds are too long to miss you , I want to hold your hands , don't want to miss you even a while .

please promise me, that no matter what . you'll never let go 

Welcome to Germany Fadhil , see you next years !

I know ! really know this day will come  ! his fly away to germany for study ! ok , for the first time I heard that I feeling this 

but all of my family and friends support me until I know , this is for his better future , not only for him but also for me , for us ! so , I'm trying so hard to accept it and let it go . I realize that if I'm sad he'll sad and unthinkable about me , it will distrub his life in Germany and I really wont being load for him , so I have to feel like this

no crying , no doubting , no worrying . I smile for you cause I know you will back here be my side ! Cause baby I will wait for you cause I don't know what else I can do ,no matter if it takes the rest of my life . I miss him already , see you soon my prince , xoxo :*

Holiday !

I've about 4 weeks holiday to spend and I was spend 4 days 5 nights to Jakarta (7-11 Feb 2011) . Honestly I wanna accompany my boyfie for his last day in Indonesia but ..... his departure to deutch is delay , it's become 15th Feb 2011 and I can't be there cause I've to Finished my KRS and meet my lecturer so I really really trully dissapointed !then I'm getting mad and wont meet him when I'm in Jakarta .

I go to dufan with a lots of my friends . they was Agitha , Riri , Danti , Rinbe , Dendy , Aris , and Iga . I just wanna forget my dissapointed and having fun with them but in the afternoon when we having our lunch , someone close my eyes from behind and DOOR ! he is my boyfie ! he lying to me ! he say that he wanna go to Bandung but he goes to dufan to meet me . It was so annoying but romantic :) He say a lot of sorry to me and we play some vehicles there . thanks baby :* and here is some photos

rinbe , anin, riri , danti , agitha (from the front)

me and agitha

anin and fadhil

me and fadhil

and the next day Agitha , Riri , Danti and Me hanging out to Senayan City , we meet Adlina , Taufiq , Triana , Boby and Fadhil (again) . I haven't the photos there , huhu

Then 10th Feb Agitha , Riri and I go to Bogor . Agitha wanna do something in her university Institut Pertanian Bogor then we go to Ami's house but Ami still shopping with her mother at Kelapa Gading Mall so we wait for her coming in her house for a while , the freaky one is we take some photos while waiting :D

me , riri and agitha

we ( Agitha , Riri , Ami and I ) go to BoKer (Botani Square) , Karaoke time singing some crazy songs and takes some photos in photo box :D

 ami , agitha , anin , riri

and This is my last day , I'm going to Semarang with plane in really morning and fadhil accompany me in airport , that's reverse ! haha . we takes some our last photos :(

our shoes :')

that's my holiday ! short tired but very fun and unforgettable !

7 things about girls

1. Girls are very sensitive person, especially about feelings , they can pulling out their tears when they have some problems with their family , friends or boyfriend . but that isn't bad things ! cause when they cry , their heart can be better altought the promblems aren't resolved .

2. Girls are very hard to move on . they want but they can't ! maybe its because all of memories about the boy and they've already love him too much , especially when after breaking her heart the boy have another girl ! don't ask her how much pain she feels !

3. Girls love to share her life , her problem or anything in social networking such as facebook , twitter ang blog . believe it or not , they can be better after that , especially when "the target" see and read about their grivances . 

4. Girls are jealousy person , they ca be very angry when they know their boyfriend having message or related with another girl . Do you know why ? cause they afraid of losing .

5. Girls are attention-needy too much . they love being loveable and feel comfortable with that attention , not over protection and without force ofcourse .

6. Girls like romantic boy , they love treated with delicacy and tenderness not with rubbish talk . Give them your arms when they cry it's very have mean for her .

7. Girls know when the boy and their friends change their attitude , cause Girls have "feelings" which attested . They really hate when the change is become more indifferent and ignorant .

So, treat Girls well they'll treat you well :)

Family Time

Sunday ! That's the perfect day for family time . as usual :')
This Sunday was so tiring day . why ?
First , I'm just being my mother driver .
Second , I'm being my brother driver
than my mother again than my brother than my father !
BUT I do all this tiring day starting by their smile and finishing by their smile
That's more than enough for me

I know there was just in a car along this day

but It was so fun

playing words with my brothers , singing a song together 

taking a silly photos with crazy face

eating a lot of chocolates and ice cream

I just don't wanna end this moment God , please :')

loooovvveeee yyyooouuu so much my Family :D

Departement Minat Bakat dan Kegemaran !

I dunno how to explain my heart now , I'm sooooooo Happy . You know why ? I'm accepted in Departement Minat Bakat dan Kegemaran of Himpunan Mahasiswa Teknik Kimia Universitas Diponegoro . I'm really lovin' it . Really really !! I hope this is a step to makes me more believe my self that I can ! I can do and give the best of me here . Thanks to all my seniors which believe me to work and share my inspiration in Department Minat Bakat dan Kegemaran . Thank you so much !!♡

Desperate of Losing

I'm counting the days before you go , I know we still in the same earth but different country . I just try (you know I'm trying !) to let you go . go far away from me . Deutch , that's the country you'll be for your college . I'm happy for your happiness . okay, maybe 12 or 20 days before you go but when every  tomorrow coming , my heart s c r e a m i n g . I really hope tomorrow NEVER coming , but I can't . I'm getting more desperate day by day . Oh, maybe I'm die by die inside *LOL . 7 years and I hope it finished faster . I wish I never losing everything , still the same you after all . I really don't wanna life far from you , your skin , your smell , your smile , your laugh , EVERYTHING !


How can I survive ? any idea ? I hope I'm not stuck in this condition , I really won't :"(

Intoduction

hey hey you there ! Let me introduction my self . My name is Anindya SatyaPutri and everybody calls me A N I N . I'm eighteen years old and study in Diponegoro University Faculty of Chemical Engineering . and I wanna share about people that I love so much ! ♥


This is my Family :


They are my daddy and my mommy

This is My Young Sister Anindita SatyaPutri

My Young Brother M.Adithya Satya Putranto

and My Last Young Brother M.Adhiyasa satya Putranto

My Lil Bro and Sista

My Family ☺

This is My L♡ vely Boyfie


Rachmat Fadhil . We'll marry soon *LOL*

That's All about my L♡  vely people in my Life xoxoxo :")