I miss you

I'm weak and fragile since you go . It hurts me to know , how I sometimes can be little selfish with you . I'm getting sentimental over you , for god sake I never want , please tell me how to survive ?

I miss you every moment of the day ,I keep me awake just wait for your news , I keep empty just for you to fill.
My mornings miss you , My evenings seeks you . Where were you all these times ? You weren't here to wipe my tears :'(

Even seconds are too long to miss you , I want to hold your hands , don't want to miss you even a while .

please promise me, that no matter what . you'll never let go 

Welcome to Germany Fadhil , see you next years !

I know ! really know this day will come  ! his fly away to germany for study ! ok , for the first time I heard that I feeling this 

but all of my family and friends support me until I know , this is for his better future , not only for him but also for me , for us ! so , I'm trying so hard to accept it and let it go . I realize that if I'm sad he'll sad and unthinkable about me , it will distrub his life in Germany and I really wont being load for him , so I have to feel like this

no crying , no doubting , no worrying . I smile for you cause I know you will back here be my side ! Cause baby I will wait for you cause I don't know what else I can do ,no matter if it takes the rest of my life . I miss him already , see you soon my prince , xoxo :*

Holiday !

I've about 4 weeks holiday to spend and I was spend 4 days 5 nights to Jakarta (7-11 Feb 2011) . Honestly I wanna accompany my boyfie for his last day in Indonesia but ..... his departure to deutch is delay , it's become 15th Feb 2011 and I can't be there cause I've to Finished my KRS and meet my lecturer so I really really trully dissapointed !then I'm getting mad and wont meet him when I'm in Jakarta .

I go to dufan with a lots of my friends . they was Agitha , Riri , Danti , Rinbe , Dendy , Aris , and Iga . I just wanna forget my dissapointed and having fun with them but in the afternoon when we having our lunch , someone close my eyes from behind and DOOR ! he is my boyfie ! he lying to me ! he say that he wanna go to Bandung but he goes to dufan to meet me . It was so annoying but romantic :) He say a lot of sorry to me and we play some vehicles there . thanks baby :* and here is some photos

rinbe , anin, riri , danti , agitha (from the front)

me and agitha

anin and fadhil

me and fadhil

and the next day Agitha , Riri , Danti and Me hanging out to Senayan City , we meet Adlina , Taufiq , Triana , Boby and Fadhil (again) . I haven't the photos there , huhu

Then 10th Feb Agitha , Riri and I go to Bogor . Agitha wanna do something in her university Institut Pertanian Bogor then we go to Ami's house but Ami still shopping with her mother at Kelapa Gading Mall so we wait for her coming in her house for a while , the freaky one is we take some photos while waiting :D

me , riri and agitha

we ( Agitha , Riri , Ami and I ) go to BoKer (Botani Square) , Karaoke time singing some crazy songs and takes some photos in photo box :D

 ami , agitha , anin , riri

and This is my last day , I'm going to Semarang with plane in really morning and fadhil accompany me in airport , that's reverse ! haha . we takes some our last photos :(

our shoes :')

that's my holiday ! short tired but very fun and unforgettable !

7 things about girls

1. Girls are very sensitive person, especially about feelings , they can pulling out their tears when they have some problems with their family , friends or boyfriend . but that isn't bad things ! cause when they cry , their heart can be better altought the promblems aren't resolved .

2. Girls are very hard to move on . they want but they can't ! maybe its because all of memories about the boy and they've already love him too much , especially when after breaking her heart the boy have another girl ! don't ask her how much pain she feels !

3. Girls love to share her life , her problem or anything in social networking such as facebook , twitter ang blog . believe it or not , they can be better after that , especially when "the target" see and read about their grivances . 

4. Girls are jealousy person , they ca be very angry when they know their boyfriend having message or related with another girl . Do you know why ? cause they afraid of losing .

5. Girls are attention-needy too much . they love being loveable and feel comfortable with that attention , not over protection and without force ofcourse .

6. Girls like romantic boy , they love treated with delicacy and tenderness not with rubbish talk . Give them your arms when they cry it's very have mean for her .

7. Girls know when the boy and their friends change their attitude , cause Girls have "feelings" which attested . They really hate when the change is become more indifferent and ignorant .

So, treat Girls well they'll treat you well :)